stress habis baca ff 'MY DOLL'
POSTED ON Sabtu, 07 Mei 2011 AT 06.32 \\
ADA FF KYUMIN GENDERSWITCH~ ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!
how i LOVE GIRL!MIN so much<33333
tapi gag cuma itu sie alasan yg bkin gw ngebet baca nie ff~ coz di ff nie jga ada YeWook couple-ny~ aww >< ada baby oppa gw sama hubby terCINTAH-ny nie~ suittt- suitt -33-

seharusny gw jga bakal seneng nie kalo misal ada couple HaeHyuk gtow x( ada sie cast Hyukkie ma Hae... tapi bkan jadi HaeHyuk couple malah jadi EUNHAE couple!!! that's mean, TOP!HYUKKIE AND BOTTOM!HAE or biar gw kasie lebih sepesifikny lagi di ff nie GIRL!HAE GITUUUU!!! gw kira nie EunHae couple gay gtow- ehh tnya pas gw baca 'SHE' pikiran gw, WHO THE HELL IS SHE??? YOU MEAN HAE???! well- bkan brarti gw benci EunHae couple sie enggak, bersyukur dech ini couple LEE HYUKJAE dengan LEE DONGHAE! dari pada monkey ma fishy oppa gw di pairing sama nenek plastik???? *ok- you know dech what i mean :P* bersyukur donk Ryeoraa!!! BERSYUKUR!!!! *ikut spongebob nyembah2 piccu EunHae* *ok- ini efek liad piccu di dashboard gw kmren* -____-

seneng sie seneng ma nie ff... tapi...... (ADA TAPINY INI) masa Umin jadi boneka sie??? BONEKA INI!! BONEKA!!! loe tau dech boneka itu apa? boneka tuch GAG IDUP! GAG PUNYA PERASAAN! dan gag bisa....... bkin baby ._. #plak *to much reading SMUT* *i know that i'm pervert, and BLAME to HYUKKIE(?) oppa, ok? xP* kasian gtow Kyu-ny??? hx, hx... rada gag seru aja gmana- gtow.. meskipun ini genderswitch and i LOVE GIRL!UKESUJU so much ;_________;

oh- yea... dan hal yang bkin gw rada lumayan, dan mulai sebel ma nie ff soalnya.... UDAH ADA ORANG KETIGA YANG BAKAL GANGGU HUBUNGAN KYUMIN!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!! *ngamuk banting tiang listrik* tapi si bitchy kampret itu dah ga masuk dalam list dech. *gw biarin loe kabur BITCH* well- sementara waktu kita biarkan manusia2 plastik itu *yang skarag lagi gw sukai, tapi ttep gw benci(?) #sumpahinigwanehbanget* tapi klo ini cewe pada mulai ganggu oppa2 gw.................... *ngasah golok*
ohh yea- orang yng mnurut gw, and emank iyea.. coz gw dah baca comment paling akhir. orang itu gag lain dan gag bukan...... *sumpah, gw masie rada GAG TERIMA* yaitu.... Smiley don't worry be happy oppa a.k.a. KIM KIBUM! *nangis darah* ya ampunnn... gw lagi cinta2ny sama nie oppa gara2 kmren2 gw habis baca ff SiBum oh-so-damn-fucking-sweet (pakek BANGET), trus gw emank lagi tergila2 sama ff KiHyuk and KiHaeHyuk *OT3 TERHOT SEPANJANG MASA DAN FAVORIT GW BANGET*! trus lagi.... gw lagi nyari2 ff KiWook jga gtow... *dikulitin Yesung oppa* kenapa harus Kibum oppa? KENAPA?????! *nyakarin tembok*
firasat gw sie... dia jga boneka gtow dech sama kyak Ming... tapi gag tau jga sie... ini gw baru baca ampek part 18 dari part 20-an gtow... dan SIALNY dan gw rada.... ARGHHHHH!!! ini ff masi ON-GOING!!! uanjinggggggg!!! YA! gini nie kalo gw baca ff yang rada angst gini..... ntar kalo endingny malah SAD ENDING gmana??? hx.... dan kalo misal ada part yg... arghhh!! intinya gw gag mau baca gtow??? kasian kan KyuMinny??? mreka tuch HARUSNY hidup bahagia dan gag ada yang ganggu gtow... hx, hx... dan parahny nie ff gag di publish di Lj tpi di asianfanfiction(?) gto lagi... ellah... gw aja gag pnah maen ksana T____T meanie! terpaksa dan amat sangat terpaksa gw harus bkin akun disana :( *kayak apaan aja*

tapi keren nie... kan si Hae di culik gtow tuch sama kluargany gara2 mreka pada gag stuju Hae jadian sama Hyukkie dan putus sama Siwon x( klo gw mah EunHae FTW donk daripada SiHae... lagian SiHae putus jga dg damai. Hae putus sama Siwon soalnya dia tau kalo Won oppa tuch gay... YA AMPUNNN!!! di ff nie Siwon SUKA tau sama Kibum~ KYAAAAA~ I SMELLED SOME SIBUMM HERE XDDDDD tapi.... kykny itu Kibum sukany sama pinky oppa gw itu.... *nangis* Kyu... let's protect our pumpkin :"))
and WOWWWWWW! pas Hae ngmong >>>"Yes, mom. I'm a week pregnant with LEE HYUKJAE" <<< gw langsung...... KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~*triak2 kayak org kesetanan malem2 sndiri* OMG! EunHae!!!! kalian mendahului KyuMin tau!!!! bwhahahahaa xDDD but it's okey~ gwenchana :333 but- but..... WHERE THE HELL IS THE SMUT PART???? and ini si Hyukkie lagi berjuang melawan maut gara2 nyalemetin Hae dari tembakan nie.... sedih banget.... hx. hx.. *nangis peluk ummaTeuk*


ok- lanjutin baca ff dech gw. kalo misal Kibum oppa bner ntar ngapa2in KyuMin bner........ gw aduin aja sama SiWon oppa biar Bum oppa gag dikasie jatah(?) gtow xDDD LOLL


P/S: finally~ gw menemukan tempat yg enak bwat ngungkapin unek2 gw pas baca ff~~ *dance bonamana* gw sie bodo amat ada yang mau baca apa enggak~ yg penting lega dech xDDD
P/S/S: UANNNNJINGGG! tnyata selama satu jam ini(ato lebih) gw mindahin piccu ke imageshack gag masuk ke akun pribadi gw smua!!!! ARGHHHHHH!!! *efek baca ff. jadi gag peka sama sekitar*
P/S/S/S: ini gw dah nulis brapa huruf yea? ._. dah kayak nulis ff kali yea??? LMAO!

 and this is my beloved Snow White oppa aka KIM KIBUM<333
he is BEAUTIFUL right??? :333 



Wook and I meant to be together :")
POSTED ON Jumat, 06 Mei 2011 AT 16.09 \\
LIKE HUBBY, LIKE WIFEY!
BABY OPPA IS KYUMIN SHIPPER~ and SO AM I!!!
KYUMIN JJANG!




L to the M to the A to the O xDD
POSTED ON AT 05.13 \\
well, tadi pas istirahat les di primagama gw, Niken sama Sita kan ngbrol2 random gtow kan. nah, si Niken ngmong kalo mau beli majalah gaul edisi minggu ini yang dapet bonus poster Justin Bieber tuch. terus kan gw tanya tuh, yang belakangny ada Baby oppa gw alias Kim Ryeowook itu bkan? xD
dan sepertinya dia gag tau klo tuch bllg poster si JB itu ada Baby oppa gw. dan spertiny jg dia gag tau siapa sie Baby oppa aku itu?? hha xDDD

Dia ngmong aja dech, pkokny yg cover majalahny smash itu dech. *sumpah, demi apapun, kok gw rada males (pakek BANGET) ya klo suruh nyebut nie oh-so-called-boysband(?)? LOL* terus gw bilang tuch, kenapa dia gag pinjem pnya-ny si Yeni aja? temen sebelah gw. dia beli tuch majalah. terus dia bilang lagi kalo yg mau beli tuch majalah bukan dia, tapi temenny. dan tuch temenny mau beli tuch majalah coz dapet poster si JB. kalo gw mah dapet tuch poster Baby oppa and si JB itu GRATIS donk xDDD *thanks to my seatmate* tapi sorry yea~ alasan gw minta tuch poster bkan gara2 ada si JB itu dech xP. tapi gara2 ada BABY OPPA gw tau xDDDD

ok- trus gw ngmong kok ga beli di toko majalah yg mau jalan pulangny si Niken ato ddeket primagama yg ada tukang koran itu sie? trus dia bilang kalo dt4 koran dket primagama, majalah gaulny dah pada habis. trus yg dket jalan pulang dia blong nge-check. trus gw tanya lagi, knapa si Niken gag suruh temenny bwat beli majalahny sndri? ngapain coba pakek suruh2 orang sgala? -______-
eh- ktanya dia tuch temenny dah nyari ddket rumahny dan tuch majalah udah pada HABIS. wowww~

trus.... ini nich yg bkin gw nguakkaakkkakakakakaaak xDDD

Niken: soalnya gara-gara coverny SMASH sie makanya cepet laku.

Gw sama Sita: (diam bberapa saat).................................(beberapa detik kemudian) BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAAA XDDDDD

sumpah, gw sama Sita nguakkakakakaaak! si Niken langsung bingung tuch, knapa pada ketawa dech. gw sama Sita gag ngmong apa2, cuma ngakak aja doank! gw sama Sita gag perlu mengungkapkan apa yang kita pikirkan karena kita tau, kalo apa yg kita mikirin and alasan kita ketawa ngakak kyak gini tuch knapa xD secara kita bdua kpopers. loe tau dech~~~

Gila aja! serius loe bilang alasan tuch majalah sold out gara2 ada smash-ny itu??? *NGAKAK BANTING KIPAS ANGIN* gag salah nie? kan bisa aja gara2 ada poster tuch JB mkany banyak Beliebers yg pada borong tuch majalah or gara2 ada poster Baby oppa gw makanya bnyk yg beli jga? sumpah dech xDDDD
ehh- tapi gmana kalo tuch alasan majalah dah pada sold out bener gara2 coverny si smash itu?
AM I LOOK LIKE I CARE? HELL NO! ROFLMAO xD

random :P
POSTED ON AT 01.32 \\
I LOVE BLOGGING<3333

Super Junior (KyuSung)- Your Eyes lyric
POSTED ON Kamis, 05 Mei 2011 AT 23.57 \\

-KOREAN -

[KYUHYUN] Boojokhaedduhn naui moseup modoo jiwoogo shipuh
Naran saram nuhegen baral guhragon uhbgejji

[YESUNG] Nuhl wuhnhaneun mankeum soomkyuhon nae jinshim majuhdo
Geu hanbuhndo nuhege boyuhjoon juhk uhbsuhsseunigga

[KYUHYUN] Han buhn, nal dorabwa nuhmoo muhlji anheun gose
Yuhjuhnhi suhinneun deut hae

[YESUNG,KYUHYUN] Ajik giuhkhaneunji nuhmani juhnbooin nal midneunji
Uhnjekkaji ne gyuhte nal dool soo inneun guhnji
[KYUHYUN] Nuhlbeun sesange dan han saram (Nuhman wuhnhaneun na)
[YESUNG] Iruhn nareul algo inneunji
[YESUNG] Ddo gyejuhri heulluh shiganmajuh baraegi juhne
Ee maeumeul juhnhaejwuh nuhmoo neutjineun anhdorok

[KYUHYUN] Nan joojuh hago muhmchoogo ddo nuhl moonuhddeurigo…
Ajik guhgi iddamyuhn babo gatduhn nareul yongsuhhae

[YESUNG] Jogeumman ([KYUHYUN] Jogeumman) Duh guhruhga ([KYUHYUN] Duh guhruhga) Naega guhgi suh isseul teni

[KYUHYUN] Ajik giuhkhaneunji nuhmani juhnbooin nal midneunji
[YESUNG,KYUHYUN] Uhnjekkaji ne gyuhte nal dool soo inneun guhnji
[KYUHYUN] Nuhlbeun sesange dan han saram [YESUNG] Ojik nainde

[KYUHYUN] Woolgo shipduhn bameul jinawa ijhyujin kkoom sogesuh
Itorok hemeiduhn nal
[YESUNG,KYUHYUN] Kkok anajwuh [YESUNG] Banghwanghaji anhdorok…

[YESUNG,KYUHYUN] Ajik giuhkhaneunji nuhmani juhnbooin nal midneunji
Uhnjekkaji ne gyuhte nal dool soo inneun guhnji
[YESUNG] Nuhlbeun sesange dan han saram (Nuhman wuhnhaneun na)
[KYUHYUN] Iruhn nareul algo inneunji
________________________________________

-ENGLISH-

[Kyuhyun] I want to erase all of my insufficient former self
It seems like someone like me has nothing to give to you

[Yesung] The side of me that I kept hidden, the one that wants you, my sincerity
Not even once was I able to show it to you so

[Kyuhyun] Just once, look back at me
It seems you’re still not standing too far away

[Yesung, Kyuhyun] Do you still remember, do you believe that it’s only you for me
Do you know how long you can keep me by your side
[Kyuhyun] In this large world, there’s only one person (I only want you)
[Yesung] Did you know this about me

[Yesung] Before the seasons roll by, before even time fades away
I try to convey my heart to you but it’s too late

[Kyuhyun] I hesitate and stop and then you’re crushed
If you’re still there, I’m an idiot, forgive me

[Yesung] A little bit ([Kyuhyun] a little bit) walk a little further ([Kyuhyun] walk a little further) and then I’ll be there

[Kyuhyun] Do you still remember, do you believe that it’s only you for me
[Yesung, Kyuhyun] Do you know how long you can keep me by your side
[Kyuhyun] In this large world, there’s only one person [Yesung] It’s only me

[Kyuhyun] The night I wanted to cry goes by, and in my forgotten dream
My wandering self
[Yesung, Kyuhyun] You hold tight in your arms
[Yesung] And I won’t stray anymore

[Yesung, Kyuhyun] Do you still remember, do you believe that it’s only you for me
Do you know how long you can keep me by your side
[Yesung] In this large world, there’s only one person (I only want you)
[Kyuhyun] Did you know this about me

P/S: ahaaa~ i know that this song is dedicated for their beloved one~ and their beloved one is no other than my beloved PINKY oppa a.k.a LEE SUNGMIN and my beloved hubby~ BABY oppa a.k.a KIM RYEOWOOK. aww >< what a nice hubby~ 

P/S/S: KYUMIN and YEWOOK JJANG!!! 





She's NOT 'chingu' that i know anymore :"(
POSTED ON AT 23.06 \\

ok- ching gw pngen banget ngmong sama loe klo loe tuch berubah!
loe udah bkan chingu yang aku kenal setahun yg lalu :"(

hmm- gw gag bisa maksa loe bwat trus suka sama Super Junior sie, dan gw jga.... gw jga bkan orang yang bkin loe suka sama Super Junior. Loe dulu ngmonk sama gw, kalo loe tuch bkan E.L.F, tp loe suka sama Super Junior. hmm- gw gag pnah mau nyalahin orang kyak gini sie. gw tau klo gw gag bisa maksa orang seenakny bwat jadi E.L.F, dan yang gw tau, keinginan orang tersebut bwat jadi E.L.F itu harus tumbuh dari hati mereka sndri (demi apa gw nulis kyk gini -___-) tp SERIUSAN dech. gw ngrasain kok. well, gw suka sama SHINee, dulu gw nganggep diri gw itu Shawol, tp kenyataanny? kalo gw boleh jujur. sampai detik ini perhatian gw seluruhny cuma buat Super Junior, bahkan gw gag begitu perhatian banget ma SHINee. i LOVE SHINee, but i can't call myself as a Shawol anymore. I'm sorry.... ;________;

back to my main topic,
loe skrg Beauty kan? gw tau kok :)))

Teukie oppa isn't first anymore, am i right? and i bet that you're not E.L.F anymore too T________T
tapi kok rasanya sakit yea? bukan apa-apa sie, tp sumpah, gw ngrasa sakit banget kalo ada orang yang dulu ngaku2 E.L.F dan skrg mereka bkan E.L.F lagi. kok bisa yea? sumpah, demi apapun, gw GAG AKAN PERNAH mau bwat ngrasain hal kyak gitu. because I'm FOREVER E.L.F, and i TRUE BLOODED E.L.F! NOW and FOREVER!

tapi loe masie suka baca ff gag?? ehhe- baca ff Yaoi gtu? masie suka baca ff Super Junior? masie sayang sama YeWook? masie fujoshi gag loe? sumpah, gw bner2 mau tanya itu sama dia. tapi kalo liad keadaan kita skarang? kita kayak orang yang gag pnah kenal sama skali dech?
gw nganggep loe tuch dah kayak BFF gw sndri tau, gww ngrasa deket banget sama loe. kita dulu suka wall2an bareng, dan wall2an-ny itu jga sering banget, kalo aku gag onlen fb, kita sms-an.
tapi orang bisa berubah. dan gw tau itu. aku gag tau sapa yang mulai duluan, kamu bilang itu aku. tapi sejak kapan??? mungkin pas aku udah mulai maen twitteran kali yea? *miris*
chingu.... mianhae... aku gag bermaksud ngacangin kamu ato apa. gw ngrasa kamu udah gag pnah nganggep aku lagi gtu, tp bkan brarti aku bales bwat gag nganggep kamu gtow. mungkin kamu sibuk sama temen2 kamu yang lain, jadi aku diemin aja. tapi skrg?

kemarin pas kamu ujian aku berusaha utk nyemangatin kamu looo.. aku kira kita masie bisa benerin hubungan kita yang bisa gw bilang dah kyak stranger gtow. tapi? kamu bener2 dah gag nganggep aku.
ching, aku kangen pas kita wall2an bareng gtow, suka heboh stiap baca ff gtow. meskipun aku sering ngetweet bareng unnie2 aku yg lain. tp gag da yg sebaya sama aku? aku udah nganggep klo kita itu dah kyak anak kembar sndri loe?? hha *miris banget* secara nama kita sama gtow, dan kita jga lahir dtahun yang sama. sumpah, loe skrg udah beda.... banget. ok- we're kpopers. kita suka smua gb ma bb di korea. dan wowwww... aku gag tau klo loe skrg dah jadi sone ma playgirls loe..

aishhh! ching, klo loe misal baca nie postingan gw. bisa gag.... bisa gag kalo kita jadi BFF-an gtow kayak dulu.. hhe... you always, and will always be my friend :")

Super Junior- Thank You lyric
POSTED ON Sabtu, 02 April 2011 AT 04.22 \\

-korean-

Himdulgo jichyo itdon nege
Himi doejwoso
Gurigo hangsang neyophe issojwoso
Ijesoya marhaneyo
Gomabdago
Gurigo gudega issoso
Hengboghadago
This is for you

Nunmuri da marugi jone
Tto hullyoya hessotdon gu nare
Odum sogeso ne sonul jabajwoso
Amu marobshi jikhyo bwajwoso
Gomawoyo

Naboda do himdurossultende
Naboda do gogjonghessultende
Gudega isso irosol su issokgo
Nul gomaum maumdul ppunijyo
Na jugo shiphun gon
Nomuna manhi innunde
Halsu obnun hyonshire himdurotjyo
Narul midoyo sonul jabayo
Gudewa hamkkemyon
Gu otton ilduldo
Halsu issul god gatha yongwonhi

Nunmuri da marugi jone
Tto hullyoya hessotdon gunare
Odumsogeso ne sonul jabajwoso
Amu marobshi jikhyo bwajwoso

Do isang himdulji anhulgoyeyo
Himdurodo gudega itjanha
Marhaji anhado
Modungol al su innun
Guderanun sarami isso
Nan hengbogheyo

-english-

For being my strength
When I was weary
And for always being by my side
I finally say this now
Thank you
And because of you
I’m happy
This is for you
Before my tears try
They had to spill that day
You held my hand in the dark
Without a word, you watched over me
Thank you
You must have had a harder time than I did
You must have worried more than I did
Because of you I was able to stand
It’s a thankful heart
There was so much you wanted to give me
You struggled with the fact that you couldn’t
Trust me, grab my hand
If with you
I feel like anything can be done, forever
Before my tears try
They had to spill that day
You held my hand in the dark
Without a word, you watched over me
I won’t have a hard time anymore
Even if times get rough, I have you
Without having to say a word
There’s someone like you who already knows it all
I’m happy
 
 

how i love this song so much...
thank you Super Junior...
thank you...

♥Proud to be your E.L.F