Ephemeral :")
POSTED ON Senin, 27 Januari 2014 AT 21.30 \\
this story,
is really worth to read :")

Ephemeral by kfanfiction


"Normally, you'd get so caught up in labeling things in life as banal that you'd miss the littlest details. You had grown used to it and complained about its monotony, but you had never done anything to alter your schedule."

"There are just some things that people don't bother to change, no matter how much they want change to occur."

"That's what makes humans such complicated beings."

"You've missed out, because you were bored, because you were tired, and only now you realize that's the most pitiful reason you could have ever come up with."

"It's just those types of moments in life that make the best memories. Those moments when you don't try to plan or organize the future."

"Those moments when you just do things, because you can."

"And it hurt. Because I realized someone like me was taking for granted the very thing he was trying so hard to hold on to."

"That makes me seem ungrateful, right?"


"And all you wanted was change, and a different scene, but you found that, whenever the opportunity came, you never took it. You never took it, because in the end, you didn't want to leave the comfortability of predictability."

"you have the capability to move. "

 i was crying when i read this story.
this story really punch me straight to my face.
and i feel like im the lowest person in this world.
because... 
that are really my situation,
and im in the position that dont change anything.

actually,
i couldnt call this story a romance
because it really wasnt.
and 
i think the last time i was like this when i read veezhi's stories.
but different from this,
veezhi's has some romance, and it's KyuMin :")

oh god....
this story is just soooooo sad.
and Yongguk......
this makes me love him more, really
because Yongguk is really beautiful.
he's really a good person.
and god....
i love him.

and i wish...
i can change my situation now.
i need to change my life
and believe,
I can :)