it doesnt feel that we'll leave 2013.

........ and that because of exam.

lol.

my 2013 memories huh?

yang paling membanggakan adalah,

aku berhasil mengurangi berat badanku.

like.

BERHASIL!!!!!!!!!!!!

terima kasih terima kasih Ya Allah<33

ini bener2 prestasi. yg gg akan pnah aku lupakan dan....

aku bisa loh.

kalo bener gue niat, apa yang gue inginkan bisa kesampaian,

dan,

Thanks God.

Thank you. thank you. thank you :')

terus, yang bisa aku lakukan sekarang adalah, mempertahankannya.

dan.... i need to lose some more weight too.

apperiantly, i gained a lot of weight this past weeks. /sobs/

tapi seenggaknya!
itu 2013 wishes aku bener2 kesampaian dan..... aku bisa :')

and my family,

roller coaster banget keluarga gue.

and that 1 faithfull month, change my life forever.

yang bisa aku lakuin sekarang,

cuma berdoa sama yang Di Atas semoga keluarga aku dkasih petunjuk dan jalan yg terbaik aja.

because I just love my family so much<3

dan yang paling disyukuri adalah,

aku masih bisa berkumpul bersama keluarga aku lengkap sampai akhir tahun ini.

dan berharap seterusnya Ya Allah.

Terima kasih<3

and,

thanks God.

I should really be grateful to you.

at least, this year, God let me to meet my oppars again :')

and,

it's the one of the best moment and special ever.

and finally,

I can meet my same age chingu too^^

that day.

is still like a dream to me.

that's prove, that there is indeed a miracle.

and that miracle did happen to me :')

terima kasih. terima kasih Ya Allah<33333

dan oppars....

Im still with my oppars.

and God.

I cant believe that this night will be my 5th time to celebrate Ming's bday<33333

say oppa,

thank you so much for all the love. laugh. smile. joy. and tears (lol ofc) for this year,

and like what you said,

Im not going anywhere.

AND I'LL MEET HIM VERY SOON!!!!!

Thanks God<3

cant wait to have you again in Super Junior,

leader-ssi :')

terus bahagia adalah:

add this to KyuMin selca's folder!

yeah.

oh yeah :')

one of the best things that happened in this year.

MY KYUMIN HEART<33333333333

and bersyukur atas semua kyumin moment di tahun iniiiiii.

and hope more for next year too^^

and,

I fall in love with them deeper in this year.

I try to be their Baby.

untuk meyakinkan diri aku buat jadi Baby mereka :')

and this guy too,

this past two months, is heaven with him<3

........ what else?

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I meet new friends.

and they already become my best friends :")

terus, ngmonk2 ttg bff nih~

KYAAAAAAAAA~~<3333333

I JUST LOVE MY BFF TOO MUCH!!!!!!

dan,

here comes my 2014 wishes ;)

 I just want to be the better me :)

aku udah dewasa.

meskipun aku masih bertingkah dan berpikir kayak anak2....

udah waktunya ini aku dewasa :)

dan....

gg tau yah...

aku sejenis ngurutin list-ny itu berdasar apa yg bener2 gue mauin sekarang.

dan...

Bismillah,

Ya Allah....

semoga apa yang aku impikan. inginkan. harapkan.

tercapai semuanya :")

amin.

Thank you 2013.

and Haiiiii 2014.

I'll make you nice~ ;)

I know him because of Simon and Martina.

and god.

oh my dear god!!!!!!

I DONT KNOW THAT HE'S SO FREAKING CUTEEE!!

especially,

in this mv.

ASFGAFSGAHSAHSAHSGHA!!!!!

IM SQUEALING HARD BECAUSEEEE

GOD

HE'S SO FREAKING CUTEEEE!!!!!

like...

he's handsome.

and cute.

and i dont know...

but you kinda remind me of Baekhyun.

.......

okay.

i dont know about that XD

dan kamu ganteng,

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

gue gila njir.

dia ganteng.

oppars,

help.

and srzly,

kalo gg dari Simon sama Martina yah,

kalo gg gue nnton EYK award 2013 yah.

gue asli gg bakal tau dia.

apperiantly he won the rookies award in eyk.

wow, he's so good with speaking english.

and  that's whay im so kepo with him.

till i watch that mv.

and 

GAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!

HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE!!!

oh btw-

I just know that he's friend with Henry :D

AND!!!!!

I thought he was 90line or something but I was wronggg!!!

he's Gaemgyu's oppa same age chingu.

AND HE WAS BORN THE DAY BEFORE MINNEEE!!!

KYAAAAAKYAAAAAA~~~!!!

It's fate that I met him<3 

 

awwww~

and his song, the Heaven's door,

is very very sweet!!!!!!

like...

so muchh

;;AAAAAAAAAAA;;

quotes buat oppars and bang yongguk.

and maybe Byun Baekhyun too.

or maybe maybe,

you, Eric Nam-ssi? ;)

KYAAAAAKYAAAA~~!!!!!

okay.

im done with BangHim.

gue gila. 

asli gue gila.

EXCUSE ME????!!!!

srzly...

excuse me Kim Himchan-ssi!!!

i think the reason whay this dvd is rated 19 is:

 

 

yeah,

that guy who wore checkered shirt.

..........

that guy who wore white shirt.

.

..

...

that guy who was just strip in front of the camera.

(???????????????????????????????????)

 

.

/nosebleed/

..

/majornosebleed/

...

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

THAT GUY WHO WAS JUST JUMP INTO THE BED NAKED!

NAKEDDDDDDD!!!!!!!

AGSHAGSHAGSHJAGSHJAJSHA!!!!

MAKSUD LOE APA GITU BANG YONGGUK???!!!

ITU LU TAU TAU STRIPPING GITU!!!

(GUE GAG KUAT! ASLI GUE GAG KUAT!!!!! INI MANUSIA UDAH SETRESSS)

(bang yongguk maksud saia)

MAKSUD LOE APA COBA???!!!

INI............ this is the very first time i saw korean idol group just go strip like that.

IN FRONT OF THE FUCKING CAMERA!

AND THEY DIDNT EVEN EDIT THAT!

okay. im seriously insane.

TAPI INI MANUSIA MAUNYA AP SIH?!

GUE GAG NGERTI SUMPAHHH

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

stripping ddpan camera gitu....

dia mau bunuh gue apa?

DAN BERHASIL!

IM IN HEAVEN NOW!

SRZLY BANG YONGGUKKK

;;AAAAAAAAAA;;

and Bang Yongguk's back.

omegee. 

his glorious back.

AND I CAN FREAKING SEE HIS TATTOO!!!!!

 THAT BACK THAT I LOVE!!!

god i love him.

i just love him so much.

and i love him.

GUE CINTA BANGET SAMA LU TAU GG SIH LU BANG YONGGUK-SSI!!!!!

oke gue asli gila.

gue emank gila.

and.

after yongguk's strip show,

he just went straight to bed.

yeas~

it's supposed to be BangHim show.

but well~
Yongguk-ssi just prefer to sleep and let Himchan do the talking.

AND IT WAS REALLY HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!

but disappointed as well :(

because I want to hear Yongguk's voice more.

well~

he gave us his strip show for payback.

lol.

just..

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

and we had Himchan's talk show for the whole 5minute.

what about Bang Yongguk?

i think he already went to dreamland to meet me♥

AWWWWWWWWWW~~~!!!

terus himchan....

gue gg tau deh lu kerasukan apa....

WHO THE HELL TOLD PEOPLE THAT THEY JUST WENT TO UNDERWEAR SHOP AND DID THIS STUPID THEIR-SO-CALLED-UNDERWEAR-DANCE!

MADE BY KIM HIMCHAN-SSI!

oke gue gila.

gue gila.

gila.

gila.

makasih BangHim.

makasih.

AND ANYBODY OUT THERE WHO HAVE BANGHIM THREESOME FIC?!

PLEASE GIMME TO ME 

;;AAAAAAAA;;

oh- i forgot about something!

when you said that that DVD was rated 19 because your body was just too hot, himchan-ssi.

I cant disagree.

lol.

glad to know that you know that you are hell sexy ;)

KASIHGUEFFBANGHIM!

because oppars love us this much :")

and the feeling is mutual my dear oppa♥

if Choi Minho is a hyung whore.

now,

we have this.

Ryeowookie.

Kim Ryeowook.

My baby oppa.

who is,

a dongsaeng whore.

you're a verified dongsaeng-whore hunn.

congrats.

lol.

awwwwwwww~

tonite is Ming's bday~

IM SO EXCITED!

and

yeah,

cant feel that it's new year eve because of Exam,

but-

MING'S BDAY!!!!!!!!

this cute Kitty♥

Good news.

double good news from my Same age chingu~<3

first is,

MY JUST ONE TAEMINNIE WILL LEAVE THAT SHIET SHOW!

lol.

u know what i mean ;)

FUUUUUUUUUUUU YEAHHH!!!!!!

gue seneng.

gue gue gueeee seneng!!!

banget banget banget!

 

ha.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAHAHA!

and second,

CONGRATULATION TAEMIN-AH FOR WON THE STAR OF THE YEAR on 2013 MBC Entertaiment Award^^

 love you chingu~ ;)

;;AAAAAAAAAAA;;

I love him.

i just love him so much!

oh my dear god...

help.

help me.

i really cant stop loving him, can i?

he's just so precious.

and i love him.

oh god! you do know how i love him so much?!

You really make a great daddy yongguk.

say yongguk-ssi.

be father of my babies pleaseee

;;aaaaaaaa;;

i love you.

i love you. love you. and love you.

PUHUAHUAHUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!!

WASEEEEMMM!!!!

itu dalem banget Yoo Youngjae-ssi.

but srzly,

im not in the position to disagree, 

well-

who doesnt agree with Youngjae about this:

XDDDDDDDDDDD

My same age chingu who talk to much.

and My same age chingu that I love<3333333

and remember Daehyun-ah,

you have to remember what Himchan said to you.

 

ASFGSFGAFSHAGSHAGSHAGSHAHJ!!!!

this will forever be my HimDae fav gif<3

and it's a really wise words Himchan sayang~

lolololol.

im falling deeper for this fandom huh? XD

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

GUE NANGIS. NGIS. NGIS. NGISSSS!!!!

ITU TANGANNYA KYUHYUN DEH!

DEMIIIIIIIII!!!!!

POSSESSIVE SO MUCH HUH, CHO???

;;AAAAAAAAAAA;;

ASGFASAHGSHASJHASJASJH!!!!
GFDJGHJDHVNJXNCVXVXBVUDFWQGDUHSA!!!!!

ITU DEMI APA TANGANNYA KYUHYUN!!!

TANGAAAAAAAANNN!!!!

GOD

OH GOD

OHHHHH MY DEAR GOD!!!!!

I LOVE HIM.

I JUST LOVE CHO KYUHYUN SO MUCH!

I LOVE THIS SIDE OF HIM!

POSSESSIVE KYUHYUN RULEEESSSS!!!

AND I FREAKING IN LOVE WITH MY OTP!!

KYUMIN IN THE HOUSE YOOO~

/SSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOBS/

Because Lee Sungmin is freakingly beautiful.

and who doesnt love him?

/SOBS/

otepe.

otepe gue.

OH THIS PLEASUREEEE<333

GUE CINTA LU CHO KYUHYUN!!!!!

I MISS SEEING YOU LIKE THAT CHO!!!

eventho its in SS4 era.

and... forgive me if i just saw that recently,

but...

GUE CINTA LU CHO KYUHYUN!
GUE ASLI CINTA BANGET SAMA LU!!!!

;;AAAAAAAAAA;;

THIS SHIP WILL FOREVER SAIL!

next day.

I'll start my final exam for my 3rd semester.

and...

today I suppose to prepare, study my AKM.

and Im in the middle of it.

lol.

BUT!

this night... there will be oppar's Treasure Island part 2. 

then,

SBS Gayo Daejun.

/SOBS/

okay.

oppars.

I want to keep an update about oppars concert.

and SBS Gayo daejun.....

.

..

...

yeah. i did said that there wasnt a reason for me to watch it.

this year.

oppars wouldnt attend any gayo daejun concert.

and if there arent my oppars.

it's no fun at all.

but.

yeah..........

Im in love with this BAP guys.

and i think i want to watch them.

and...

Yongguk-ssi will have a special stage with other hip-hop rappers. so help ;A;

and i really really want to watch them.

then,

My Umma, aka, Kim Heechul oppa will be the MC for this night.

and i wonder....... isnt oppa have SJ's concert? so how is he going to attend Gayo daejun at the same day? ._. or... is it in different time?

well~ i dont know.

AND I WANT TO WATCH SBS GAYO DAEJUN

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

and this-

PLEASE JUST WAIT!

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

my hands are so itchy to update about them!

please oppars.

just wait :")

okay.

I already asked my oppars (?) to spare me for 2 days. this, and tomorrow, before I have my test.

because... I'm this perfectionist. that want everything goes according to my plan.

AND I HAVE TO PREPARE FOR EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT!

and Im in the middle of it T^T

say.

for my Final Exam for 3rd semester.

Wish me luck.

I can do this.

I can.

and always positive thinking.

just study well.

prepare everything well.

Bismillah :)

FIGHTING!

:')

It's a promise oppa....

a promise that I try to keep for the rest of my life.

i love you.

I DIDNT SEE THIS!

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

oke.

I just so in love with my Ryeowookie~ kay ;)

and fvk you Byun Baehyun!

FVKYOU!

you do know that I cant stand if you go sleeveless like that huh?!

TT____________TT

and he. wore. softlense. 

ha.

HAHAHAHAHAHAA!

i just want a hug from my baby oppa

;;________;;

AND!

Baekhyun-ah~ is it Yesung-ee hyung or me?

Do my Baekhyun is in trouble?!

lol.

Choose your line well!?

you meant,

there is Yesung's line. and Ryeowookie's line, babe?

looooooooooooooooooooool.

this oppars of mine XD

just make a YEWOOK'S line aja susah :PPPP

AFGSFAHGSAHSHJAHSKJA!!!!!

MY OPPARS ARE JUST TOO CUTEEEE!!!

.........................................................

at least not so frontal like this.

D.O. and Super Junior′s Ryeowook love each other and it′s not hidden fact.

i know it.

i know.

and you dont have to say it in front of my face!

duh-

it's hurt.

lol

do i have problem with this?

lol

this means a lot for me.

like...  a LOT.

you know...

Ive been having a major headache. and having a lot of stress lately.

school.

final exam for this semester.

family.

and weight.

yeah....

weight.

i kinda hate myself.

and

/SOOOOBS/

I really cant control myself, cant I?!

but srzly...

I dont have to regret it.

Im the one who want it.

but it's wrong.

and

GAHHHHHHHH!!!

whay i have to have exam by the end of this year, and start of the next year?!

oh God....

it's going to past.

and I 13elieve that I can past it.

WITH FLYING SCORES!

just keep calm.

you really have to keep calm 

and POSITIVE THINKING!

you can do it.

donts stress it.

you're still amazing.

dont stress yourself.

I need to do that.

:)

NEXT IS SUPER JUNIOR'S TREASURE ISLAND!

KYAAA~~~KYAAA~~ XDDDD

Ryeowookie oppa fighting~
Super Junior oppa fighting~~~!!!!

but- srzly...

isnt i suppose to prepare AKM? :"( </3

ouch- it's hurt

you should do this beautiful

:)

2014: Be Happy with Super Junior^^

Alhamdulillah di 2013 ini dpt banyak pelajaran, hikmah, sedih maupun bahagia. Bismillah 2014 :)

1. berat badan: 47 (HELL YEAH! gue tau itu tmsug under-weight, tapi! bismillah donk dicoba ;))
2. dapet kerja. (gue mau ngikud jejak Pak Agus!)
3. bisa ngebiayain kuliah pakek uang sndiri. (udah cukup deh diremehin sama dosen2)
4. SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT! (udah cukup tau diri gue. seenggakny Allah mengijinkan aku untuk ketemu mereka di taun depan. lagi. itu udah cukup buat gue :"))
5. ........................... I want to meet B.A.P. I want to meet Bang Yongguk. Kim Himchan. Jung Daehyun. Yoo Youngjae. Moon Jongup. and Zelo. because i havent meet them :")
6. lihad senyum bahagia mama sama papa aku♥
7. I want my family, to stick together. ............. like so much...
8. can buy. and wear. and collect (AMEEEEN) stuff like these: 

hope I will receive many luck for this year.

"When I stand at the end of this road, when I stand right next to you. 

Can I look forward to a me who is a bit more mature?"

"Being in a world with you – how would it feel?"

"Don't worry, we're not going anywhere"♥

@ryeong9 : Congratulations for receiving the award today !!! Baekhyun-ah~ is it Yesung-ee hyung or me ? Choose your line well! I get mixed up when you send a message asking me to congratulate you kk come to hyung's concert!! It's today!! Hyung had gone to yours.. you know that (already) right ? Kk congratulations on the daesang♡ pic.twitter.com/w9nTU09sy6

@ryeong9 In this late hour, Super Junior’s rehearsal starts !! E.L.F., thank you.. And love you ♥

안녕하세요~! Hi? :)

Im the girl who love Kim Ryeowook so much. That adorable oppa who completely head-over-heels, passionately, irrefutably, undeniably, inconceivably, crazy in love with giraffe. HE'S THE MAIN REASON I'M BECOME LIKE HIM TOO! about loving giraffe btw. lol. he's forever my favorite oppa. and forever, I'm his only Kim Ryeoraa ;) One of the amazing 93liners. And yeah, I know that our line is THAT amazing. Thank you very much.

I love Super Junior . I love oppars. Oppar’s girl. I’m oppars beautiful  ELF(｡◕ヮ◕｡)✿･ﾟ. I talk about oppars. A lot. Don’t you dare talk bad about my oppars in front of my pretty face! And yeah, that’s a warning ;) I ship oppars with oppars. KyuMin. KyuMin. KyuMin. KyuMin! HaeHyuk! and I ship myself with BYG and ByunBaek. OHMYDEARGOD Im just so madly in love with them that I spent hours just to read straight fanfic! Lol. becausethisisjustnotmelol. Beside oppars, I love BAP too. And still in a dilemma to call myself their Baby or not. Orz.

this girl. is srzly cant keep her calm. easyly to freak out. and once she talks, she talks a lot. moody. srzly moody. crybaby. overly exaggerated. always think too much. and this blog, may contain perverted posts and random non-sense. dont like. so shoo!

P/S: i never own all the pictures in my blog. except my selca ofc.