I'm okay :)
POSTED ON Kamis, 02 Agustus 2012 AT 06.56 \\
shock. sebel. mau nangis.
pasti lah.

asli. udah dconfirm.
hmm- sakit loh gw mau nulis apa yg udah dconfirm ituh.
dan gw brusaha bwat gg nulis disni.
udah cukup gw koar2 di Twitter. LOL

okay oppa~
I'm telling you.... that I'm okay right?
well... that kinda true or not like that.
but... 13elieve me. 
I'm a lot of better than before now^^

well... it's not the time that i'll meet you again i see..
eventho... i really want to meet you again very badly.
and...
yeah...
i want to meet another SM artist too.

I want to see my same age chingu, Taeminnie.
I want to see my boyfriend, Amber.
I kinda want to see SNSD in real life ._. (WOW)
and....
I want to meet Baekhyun.

well... the main reason why this is so fucking heart yeah..... you.
i want to meet Super Junior again. 

tapi..... I'm not that heartless daughter umma...
gw gg bisa minta duit lagi sama mama aku dan bilang..
ma... Dian mau nnton konser SJ lagi.
gag. gag dulu.
It's not the time yet.
It's not the time that i have to see Super Junior again... yet.

I've promised Teukie oppa, remember?
say Teukie umma.... I've promised you that next year... we'll gonna meet again. 
I'm gonna watch Super Show again.
but before that....
I have to study again. harder.
I have to save and make a loooot of money.
and I have to show oppa the better side of mine.
a loooot of better side from when the last time i met oppa :)
and oppa...
this me. is worseee than before.
so... I can see oppa like this T^T
I have to make my parents pride of me before ne?
say oppa...
I fulfilled my promised :)
my promise when i was gonna watch ss4.
see? 
i could do it^^
and....
next year.....
Let's meet again in Super Show 5 ne? :)

well-....
bisa dbilang aku mundur dari perjuangan gtu yah?
hmm- gag bisa dbilang gtu jag sih oppa...
cuma.... aku harus tau diri lah.. hhe...
aku udah pakek duit mama papa aku banyak bwat kmren.
dan... kke~ i dont have enough money to buy the ticket concert oppa T___T
 jadi... yah.... gtu.
tapi... yg kayak aku udah bilang tadi.
aku malu kalo aku harus ketemu oppa dg gw yg skrg.
next year. I promise.
lagian...
aku kan dah janji sama Unnie2 bakal ketemu lagi di ss5.
dan..
bismillah...

Super Show 5 Ya Allah.
tahun depan.
tahun 2013, Dian Permata pasti bisa nnton Super Show 5.
dan ketemu Super Junior lagi.
Amen.

 hmmm...
sejenis harus menghilang dech ntar kalo oppa dateng gtu.
i have a weak heart remember? 

*sigh*
oppa....
i love you. and....
Next year. Super Show 5.
I promise :)))