this is my proper goodbye to my beloved.... long... heavenly.... holiday...

I'm gonna... I'll really... I must... gonna miss this holiday so much :')

*sigh*

the longest holiday that i ever have...

how long? humm- it's about 4 or 5 months i think....

that's DAEBAK.

*leeee sigh*

demi apa... i dont want to start my college life...

my college life... it's like my second life... my new life....

gw ke univ tuch dah kayak kedunia laen dech demi apapun.....

brand new world.

*sigh*

tuh kan oppa.... aku bner gg mau pisah sama liburan aku ;~;

aku bner masih mau bangung siang. mau maen the sims lagi. mau bukain tumblr lagi. SJ termasuk masih comeback loh. terus jga aku mau nge-stalk twitter oppa lagi. mau nyoba nyari vdo Radio starny Kyuhyun. gw mau jadi reader yg baek dulu. gw mau beresin isi laptop gw. masih mau bacain smua ff yg ada dlaptop. mau namatin smua ff KyuMin angst. dan gw masih mau tidur jam 1 cuma bwat baca ff.

;;______________________;;

well- bkan brrti liburan kmren gw gg achieved apapun yah.

faktanya: banyak loh ff KyuMin yang dulu gw mau baca dan mau gw tamatin udah gw baca.

September. Masquerade. When life repays+betrays you. The gift. The lost memories. Epitaph. Sick little games. The next best thing. To love.

woaa.... itu ff yg dulu mau gw baca. UDAH BENER GW BACA SMUA!!!!!

dan... spertiny.... banyak banget beautiful KyuMin fanfic yang... asli dech.. bagus banget dan udah gw baca :')

itu tuh yg paling aku rasain lega gtu.... soalny itu ff udah bener aku baca.

dan... bisa dibilang... kmren itu emank banyak banget ff yang aku baca. apa lagi yg complete story gtu. itu bagus banget. dan asli bagus banget. oneshot jga..... 

*nangis*

asli dech... gw bner mau seharian gtu nghabisin waktu cuma bwat baca ff lagi TT________TT

GW MAU BACA FF BAGUS LAGIII

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

hmm- meskipun.... scara itu yg kata org2 itu smua yg habis gw baca yg bagus dan WOW banget.

gag tau dech... ntar apa lagi yg bagus. 

soalny bner kata si 'embak itu'. author yg bagus itu.... lagi pada hiatus.

dan author yg bagus itu.... ff mereka yaa... the best banget mamen T^T

serius dech.. ini gw ngmongin ff bner2 pngen baca lagi... Ya ampun....

hmm- bahagia adalah di saat liburan ini... Super Junior comeback.

bersyukur banget gw bisa full time ELF dan ngkutin comeback mereka smua :")

dan....  I really regret nothing because...

My holiday is fulllll of Super Junior :D

and *cough* OTP *cough*

tapi ya Ya Allah....

terima kasih banget loh sama liburan ini :D

meskipun... ada sih itu Snmptn dan blabla...

tapi hal itu gg ngrusak liburan gw... hmm- mengganggu dikit sih :P

but.. i think that was part of my holiday. (the black part)

and fanfic. OTP. and Super Junior are the WHITEST PART XDD

after this....

gw gg tau hidup gw bakal gmana...

i really have no idea what the future.... my college life will be....

say oppa....

semoga... 4taun gw di college.... smuany lancar2 aja yah :D

4 years... it's not too long right?

CAN!!!!

GW PASTI BISA DONK!!!

because hey~

I'M DIAN PERMATA REMEMBER?? ;DDD

 

*sigh*

goodbye my holiday~

i.. dont even know when can I meet you again....

well- sblomnya...

gw harus meleweti ospek dulu sih..

say oppa... Super Junior oppa..

wish me luck ne? :D

smoga... aku bisa melewati 4 hari dkhupan ospek aku.

amen x)

bye bye my beloved holiday~
I'm gonna miss you srzly :')

and.... Hi~

my 2nd new life........

KIM RYEORAA FIGHTING XDDDD

OMEGEEEEEE!!!!!

THAT WAS NOTICE FROM KYUHYUN APPA OMEGEEEEE!!!!!!

KYUHYUN APPAAAAAA!!!!

*DEAD*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

DIA MERESTUIN KYUMIN COBA???

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

YA ALLAH HIDUP GW<333333

KYUMIN IS MARRIED

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

ok- alasan saia bkin postingan ini adalah karena seorang CHO KYUHYUN.

sumpah yah....

ini bner2... wow banget. 

KYUHYUN MAMEN!!

CHO KYUHYUN!!!!

dan apa???

DEMI APA DECH INI TEUKIE UMMA???!!!

CHO KYUHYUN NGE-TWEET PAKEK BASA INGGRISSS!!!

and... and... IT'S FUCKING PERFECT!!!

*my headache getting worse*

SUMPAH CHO????!!

ITU LOHH???
OMGOMGOMGOMGG!!!

KYUHYUN AND HIS FUCKING PERFECT ENGLISH 

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

but... oppa... ini bneran loe yang nulis ato loe minta orang laen ngartiin bwat loe? ._.

hmmm- aku tau kok kalo Kyuhyun oppa pinter dan PASTI.

ini kerjaanny oppa sndri kan??? :DD

I'm so proud of you oppa~ xDDDD

.

..

...

WAIT!!!!!

CHAKKAMANYO!!!!!!!!

be aware of WHAT???!!! TYPHOON?????!!!

.

..

...

SUNGMIN-AHH

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

DEMI APAPUN TADI JGA SUNGMINNIE NGE-TWEET DAN DIA JGA BILANG HOW DANGEROUS THE TYPHOON IS!!!

 

 @imSMl ‏Please do not come to today’s Sukira open studio~ Because the typhoon is coming it’s dangerous~!! Please do not come~ Because I am really worried.. Especially the overseas fans who came to Korea they might not know how dangerous the situation is, our Korean fans please take care of them 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

KALIAN JANJIANN YAH???!!!

OH MY OPPPAAAAAA!!!

OTP IS REAL!!!

KYUMIN IS FUCKING REALL!!!!

*sobs*

just kill me...

JUST KILL ME OPPA

;;AAAAAAAAAAAA;;

 *sobbing forever*

gitu yah...

dasar married couple T^T

update twitter janjian. mau ngetweet apa jga janjian...

ya ampunn... Kepala guweh..... *sakit kpala makin parah*

 

 LIHAD INI DAN... AAAAAAAAA!!!!

MY WILD IMAGINATION!!!!!!!!!!!!

 ;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

eh- barusan buka twitter dan....

MASA IYA SKRG KYUHYUN SAMA SUNGMIN SENDIRIAN DI DORM LANTAI 12???!!!

.

..

...

Kyuhyun. Sungmin. sendirian...

*DEAD*

btw-

how sweet of you oppa~

taking care of your fans like that :')

I LOVE YOUU<3333

AND YAY~ 

KYUMIN XDDDD

*dance clown dance with President and his wifey<3*

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mumpung gw lagi bahas KyuMin ;DDDD

 

 KYUMIN YA AMPUNN

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

ITU WIFEY-NY DI PERHATIIN DONK CHO KYUHYUN!!!

UMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

KYUMINNN 

;;___________________;;

.

..

...

Sungmin-ah~

itu Kim Ryeowookie jga dperhatiin donk, boleh? ._. LOL!!

gw baru sadar gtu ada Ryeowookie dan dia lagi kayak kesepian gtu. diem gtu ddpan Minnie xDD

tapi perhatian Sungminnie ada di hubby donk~

*liad KyuMin*

my heart ;;~~~~~~~;;

MY LOVELY KYUMIN HEART!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMING. CRYING. BAWLING*

OMG!!!!

I SAW YOOGEUINNIE AGAINNN!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

YOOGEUNNIE IS BACKKK

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

first: YA AMPUNN!! HUBBY!!!

LEE HYUNWOO HONEYY

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

*okay, kick me-__-*

second: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

ITU YOOGEUN MAMAAAAA

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

third: DEMI APA GW SUKA BANGET SCRIPT-NY XDDD

you're right honey~ 

"What's wrong with having 2 fathers?"

YAHOOOOO XDDDD

I LOVE THAT SO SO MUCHH~~~~

What's wrong then~ xDD

*sob sob sobssss*

gw liad Yoogeun lagi coba?? T^T

dan apa dech???

OMG!!!

YOOGEUN DAH GEDE YAH?? O_________O

hmmm- 3 taun gag liad dia gtu yah? dan.. woaa.... Yoogeun dah gede asli sumpah....

(ini asli gw shock banget liad Yoogeun dan GEDE)

*sobs*

i miss my baby angel Yoogeun actually ;~;

well-..... gw tau sih ntar dia bakal gede...

tapi.... i kinda miss my baby angel so much TT________TT

but gwenchana~

YOOGEUNNN-AHH!!

;;AAAAAAAAAAAA;;

I MISS YOU MY BABY<333333

btw-.....................

ini ddrama To the beautiful you loh ._.

itu artinya....

PLEASEEE!!! TELL ME THAT THERE GONNA BE MINHO AND YOOGEUN MOMENT

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

I BEG YOU PUHLEASEEEEE!!!!!

gw asli mau liad Minho sama Yoogeun demi apapun dech T^T

pasti si Minho seneng banget yah bisa maen sama Yoogeun lagi? :')

dan~ WOW. si Yoogeun masih bner cute banget loh disini xDDDD

btw..................

gw blom loh liad drama ini ._. nunggu tamat dech~ /PLAK

gw blom siap mental dech liad hubby (baca: LEE HYUNWOO) disini u.u

dan...

kalo ntar si Hyunwoo sama Baekhyun muncul di satu screen yg sama yah....

gw gag tau dech bakal gmana hidup gw lagi.

*hug Yoogeunnie tighly*

but i want that happen tho ><

.

..

...

KOK GW MALAH NGMONGIN HUBBY SIH??? XDDD

UMMAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

OEEEMGEEEEEE ;;AAAAAAAAAA;;

WHAT A VERY BEAUTIFUL MORNING TODAY<333

*sobs*

and i found a reaaaaally beautiful KyuMin fanvid on yutub :')

 

*CRYING*

WAE SO BEAUTIFUL???!!

WAE THEIR LOVE SOO SOOO BEAUTIFUL????!!!

and... and...

this so is PERFECTLY fit with the video.

with KyuMin.

and their love :')

It's perfectly fit with KyuMin's love...

oh God..

cant stop watching this beautiful fanvid srzly 

;;_____________;;

dan demi apapun dech.... 

ini bagus banget.... demi apapunn.

dan lagunya..... kurang ajar banget.

KyuMin banget.

TAPI TEBAK APA???!!!!

seinget gw......... gw gag pernah lo dngerin lagu ini sering2 gtu...

dan... dan.... dulu... gw biasa aja sama lagu ini ._.

eh- tapi aku dulu pnah si liad... hmm-..... KyuMin fanvid jga kah?

pakek lagu ini gtu ._.

dan..... kayakny aku (kalo gg org laen) bilang kalo laguny jga cocok banget sama KyuMin.

.

..

...

kayakny yg ngmonk org laen dech. asli gw gg inget.

aku ngrasa bilang aku suka sama lagunya yg cocok sama KyuMin gtu.

tapi kalo dulu gw gg seheboh ini sih. kalo dulu gw liad. trus OK. 

(bahkan gw gg inget itu vdo yg mana dan...... aku gg inget itu vdo apa. yg jelas KyuMin)

KALO SEKARANG???!!!!!

I'M MADLY. DEEPLY. TRULY IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG<33333

liad video-ny.

liad trans-ny.

liad KyuMin.

denger lagunya.

P-E-R-F-E-C-T!

Ya ampun Kyuhyun... asli dech.... gw bener sayang banget sama kamu :')

sampai kapanpun.....

KyuMin's love... is the most beautiful love in the world....

dan sampai kapanpun....

I'll cherish their love story... forever.

THEY ARE TOOOOO REALL

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

 Going through it perfectly once through, 

love is fresh from the oven, 

I lightly bite down on forever

  To you I am gentle

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Super Junior M- Love is sweet

 

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bisa dibilang..... mama aku lupa loh sama ultah adek aku ._.

dan saia?

hmm- seinget saia... pas kmren mau ultahny President gtu, gw inget.

tapi besokny?

Masyallah... maafin aku T^T

btw~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BROTHER, ANDRI WASKITO :D

All the best wishes for him :)

smoga adek gw sehat selalu, slalu dberi kebahagian dan.. dmudahkan sekolahny.

dan.. bismillah..

kabulkan doa-ku ini Ya Allah..

semoga... semoga adek aku bisa mmbahagiakan kedua orang tua aku.

aku... aku kinda gag bisa bgtu membahagiakan mereka, jadi.. aku berharap banget smoga... adek aku yang nanti bisa mewujudkan impian aku utk mmbahagiakan kdua orang tuaku^^

dan.. I never be a good big sister... and i never show my love to him.

but... God knows how i love my brother so much. 

dan.. mianne... maap kalo aku gg pnah mjadi kakak yang baek bwat adek aku...

berharap... aku cuma bisa berharap smoga adek aku slalu bahagia aja^^

Have a nice Birthday bro.

smoga keinginan adek aku di umur-ny yg ke-16 ini terkabulkan smua :)

AMEN.

@special1004 loving someone is..not about race, age, and skin color. It’s Just about both of you feeling happiness and love. Then aren’t we in love? Always thankful and I love you..^^

ne oppa...

We, Super Junior and ELF... are in love.

Thank you for always making me happy oppa....

and...

I love you. I love you. I love you...

I really really love you...

and Always in love with you....

Always thankful and Love you too<33

Super Junior oppa...

Saranghae.

PRESIDENT OPPA XDDDD

KYAAA-KYAAA~~~

TODAY IS URI BELOVED KYUMIN PRESIDENT AKA URI BELOVED KIM JONGWOON OPPA'S BDAY<33333

240812

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONGWOON OPPA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESUNG OPPAA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYEOWOOKIE'S HUBBY!!!

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO URI KYUMIN PRESIDENT :DD

senangnya hati ku~ *DANCE*

ini ptama kaliny aku ngerayain ultany Yesung oppa sebagai KyuMin president :)

well..... sejenis baru bisa menerima kenyataan kalo Yesung oppa itu lebih KyuMin shipper dbanding Ryeowookie baby baru2 ini sie -.-

secara..... yang ptama kali gw tau si Ryeowookie oppa dech yg KyuMin shipper dan... scara dia bias gw ._.

jadi mianne President xD

eh- tapi ini ke-3 kaliny saia merayakan ultahny oppa yah :P

heh oppa tampan :P

oppa narsis. oppa aneh. oppa setress!

All the best wishes for my beloved Yesungie oppa<3

smoga... apa yg oppa inginkan di umur oppa yang ke-29 (oopzzz... oppa dah makin tua nih xD) terkabulkan smuanya yah :D

but... please... no girls please-______- (like always)

smoga oppa sehat selalu. makin tampan.. dan... itu Y style... moga makin sukses lah. oppa emank tukang promosi yg paling JOZZZ! pkokny yah... oppa makin sukses dsmua karir oppa :DD

and~

LONG LAST WITH URI KYUMIN VISE PRESIDENT AKA KIM RYEOWOOKIE, NE?? ;DDD

 

AAAAAAAAAAA~~

LONG LIFE FOR THIS SWEET COUPLE AKA YEWOOK<33

ya ampunn.. kalian bdua itu yah.. lovely banget sih sumpah?? ;;~~;;

eh- btw... King of Selca.

humm- itu selcanya.... banyakin aja dech sana.... aku gg bakal marah2 lagi dech xDD

TAPI!! jgn cuma selca oppa sdnrian doank dech ><

ajakin oppa yg laen bwat fto bareng sama oppa gtu.

banyakin selca sama wifey oppa sana. dan...

OPPAAAAAAA!!! KYUMIN SELCA PUHLEASEE

;;AAAAAAAAAAAAA;;

kumohon oppa... amat sangat kumohon T^T

kalo gg da President oppa... aku mau minta sapa dech??

kita cuma pnya Yesung oppa sbgai President of KyuMin fanclub dech :')

eh- Ryeowookie jga sih. 

YA AMPUNN!!!

KALIAN BDUA ASLI KOMPAK BANGET XDDD

dasar, Married couple :P

btw- oppa aneh.

gw gg peduli sbrapa anehny oppa. seberapa setress-ny oppa. seberapa gag normalny oppa.

tapi... aku cuma berharap bwat Yesung oppa biar slalu jadi diri oppa sndri.

oppa gg perlu mrubah apapun yg ada dari diri oppa...

aku, ELF, Ryeowookie (aww~) cinta Yesung oppa apa adany kok :D

and say oppa....

oppa gag usah insecure ato gmana karena...

oppa... ada aku, Ryeowookie oppa, KyuMin, dan banyak ELF yang sayang sama oppa...

dan sampai kapanpun aku akan berusaha untuk terus mencintai oppa^^

oh- say oppa~

Let's always spread KyuMin love, ne?? :DD

always keep your smiley oppa tampan ;DD

dan... aku berharap.. oppa akan slalu bahagia :) dan lagi.. smoga smua keinginan oppa tercapai smua^^

and... Thanks for always being in Super Junior oppa... Thank you so much.

dan selanjutnya... oppa akan terus bersama sama Super Junior dan ELF, ya kan oppa?

We are gonna be together.. just Super Junior and ELF... forever..

I love you Kim Jongwoon oppa.

I love you.. I really really really love you<333

Happy Birthday Yesung oppa^^

and

SARANGHAE KIM JONGWOON<3333

Your Beloved ELF

Kim RyeoRaa

In case you’re wondering what the notice is about, it’s a notice from Kyu dad’s academy in Taiwan informing that there will be no lessons in the academy on Mid Autumn Festival.

CR: minniestarrr

P/S: ASLI CHO!! TANGGUNG JAWAB NIH!!! KEPALA GW MAKIN PUSINGG!!!
P/P/S: ..................... critanya lagi dilemma gtu. terlalu banyak ff yg mau dbaca T^T
P/P/P/S: still dont want to say goodbye to my loooooong holiday ;~;
P/P/P/P/S: ......... it's like i have to prepare for my second life.

"There’s a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone.."

“We rarely ever deserve the love that we receive,”  

“But that person loves us anyway. Against all reasoning, they persistently love you. And, whether you deserve it or not, you should accept it. And love them back, too. You realize that by rejecting their love, you’re just hurting them and yourself. Even if they can do better, they don’t want better. They just want you, and the least you can do is accept that love and do your best to return it.”

“Humans are selfish by nature. We want more than we deserve and, if and when it’s presented to us, we’ll snatch it up greedily one way or another. No matter how much we resist, that person’s love is just too tempting. You want it all for yourself, and no one else.”  

P/S: I'm totally in love with this fanfic ;~;
P/P/S: taken from The next best thing by zaboomafoo76 :)

안녕하세요~! Hi? :)

Im the girl who love Kim Ryeowook so much. That adorable oppa who completely head-over-heels, passionately, irrefutably, undeniably, inconceivably, crazy in love with giraffe. HE'S THE MAIN REASON I'M BECOME LIKE HIM TOO! about loving giraffe btw. lol. he's forever my favorite oppa. and forever, I'm his only Kim Ryeoraa ;) One of the amazing 93liners. And yeah, I know that our line is THAT amazing. Thank you very much.

I love Super Junior . I love oppars. Oppar’s girl. I’m oppars beautiful  ELF(｡◕ヮ◕｡)✿･ﾟ. I talk about oppars. A lot. Don’t you dare talk bad about my oppars in front of my pretty face! And yeah, that’s a warning ;) I ship oppars with oppars. KyuMin. KyuMin. KyuMin. KyuMin! HaeHyuk! and I ship myself with BYG and ByunBaek. OHMYDEARGOD Im just so madly in love with them that I spent hours just to read straight fanfic! Lol. becausethisisjustnotmelol. Beside oppars, I love BAP too. And still in a dilemma to call myself their Baby or not. Orz.

this girl. is srzly cant keep her calm. easyly to freak out. and once she talks, she talks a lot. moody. srzly moody. crybaby. overly exaggerated. always think too much. and this blog, may contain perverted posts and random non-sense. dont like. so shoo!

P/S: i never own all the pictures in my blog. except my selca ofc.